“My grandparents intercepted every single one.”
The room began spinning.
“He searched for you.”
I couldn’t breathe.
“For years.”
My voice cracked.
“No…”
Ryan continued quietly.
“He thought you disappeared because you didn’t want him.”
Tears blurred my vision.
“That’s not true.”
“I know.”
“He never stopped looking.”
I heard footsteps.
Iris returned carrying two glasses of water.
She looked between us.
“What is going on?”
Neither of us spoke.
She frowned.
“Why are you both crying?”
Ryan inhaled deeply.
“Mrs. Carter?”
I closed my eyes.
He was right.
The truth couldn’t stay buried forever.
I looked at my daughter.
“Iris…”
She sat beside me.
“You’re scaring me.”
I reached for her hand.
“The story I told you about your father…”
She waited.
“It wasn’t true.”
Her smile faded.
“What do you mean?”
I swallowed hard.
“He didn’t abandon us.”
Silence.
“He loved you.”
Her eyes widened.
“What?”
“He never knew where we were.”
I explained everything.
The pregnancy.
The threats.
The letters.
Leaving town.
Starting over.
The fear that had ruled every decision I’d made.
When I finished, Iris stared at the floor.
“I’ve hated him…”
She whispered.
“My whole life.”
“I know.”
“You let me.”
“I thought it would hurt less than the truth.”
She slowly stood.
“I don’t even know who I am anymore.”
Ryan finally spoke.
“My father doesn’t know I’m here tonight.”
Both of us looked up.
“He doesn’t know I found the letters.”
“You…found them?”
Ryan nodded.
“My grandparents passed away last year.”
“We’ve been cleaning out their house.”
“In the attic, I found a box.”
Inside were dozens of unopened envelopes.