“Of course I like him.”
“You don’t act like it.”
Claire sighed.
“I’m tired, Alice.”
That was her answer.
I accepted it.
I shouldn’t have.
The Warning I Didn’t Understand
As the wedding approached, Claire’s behavior became impossible to ignore.
She skipped two planning meetings.
She stopped asking about the wedding.
Whenever I mentioned our honeymoon or the house Ryan and I planned to buy, Claire’s expression changed.
It was as if she wanted to say something but couldn’t find the courage.
Once, I caught her staring at Ryan across my parents’ dining room.
He was laughing with my father.
Claire wasn’t laughing.
She looked frightened.
I walked toward her.
“What?”
She immediately looked away.
“Nothing.”
“Claire.”
She shook her head.
“Forget it.”
I became irritated.
“You’ve been acting strange for weeks.”
“I’m fine.”
“No, you’re not.”
She looked at me.
For a moment, I thought she was finally going to tell me.
Instead, she said:
“Just be careful.”
“Careful of what?”
She didn’t answer.
The Bachelorette Party
Three nights before my wedding, Claire pulled me aside at my bachelorette party.
The music was loud.
Everyone was laughing.
My friends were taking pictures.
I was supposed to be celebrating the happiest moment of my life.
Then Claire grabbed my wrist.
Her hand was cold.
“Alice.”
I looked at her.
“What?”
“We need to talk.”
Something in her voice made me stop smiling.
“What happened?”
She looked around.
Then she leaned toward me.
“You need to cancel the wedding.”
I stared at her.
“What?”
“I’m serious.”
I actually laughed.
Not because it was funny.
Because I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.
“Claire, what are you talking about?”
“Please.”
She looked terrified.
“You need to cancel it.”
My anger rose immediately.
“You can’t just say something like that.”
“I know.”
“Then explain.”
She shook her head.
“I can’t.”
“Can’t or won’t?”
Her eyes filled with tears.
“Please trust me.”
I pulled my wrist away.
“No. If there’s something wrong with Ryan, tell me.”
She looked toward the door.
Then back at me.
“I can’t explain right now.”
“Then don’t tell me to destroy my life over nothing.”
She flinched.
I regretted the words instantly.
But pride prevented me from apologizing.
Claire opened her mouth.
Then closed it.
Finally, she whispered:
“I love you.”
I frowned.
“Why are you saying that?”
“Because I need you to remember it.”
Then she walked away.
It was the last real conversation we ever had.
Three days later, I married Ryan.
The Wedding
The ceremony was beautiful.
Everything looked exactly as I’d imagined.
White flowers.
Soft music.
My parents crying in the front row.
Ryan waiting at the altar.
When I walked toward him, he smiled.
For one brief moment, I forgot about Claire.
I forgot the strange warning.
I forgot the argument.
I thought only about the future.
Ryan took my hands.
“I love you,” he whispered.
I believed him.
After the ceremony, guests began heading toward the reception.
Claire said she needed to make a quick stop somewhere.
“I’ll meet you there,” she told Mom.
I watched her leave.
That was the last time I ever saw her alive.