He was dressed in a dark suit, his hair carefully styled, and he looked every bit like the charming young man everyone described.
“Hi, Mrs. Bennett.”
“Hi, Ryan.”
He handed Iris the flowers.
Her expression melted.
“Thank you.”
He smiled.
“You look amazing.”
Iris looked down, suddenly shy.
“Thanks.”
I watched them together and felt something strange in my chest.
Pride.
Fear.
Nostalgia.
All of it at once.
Before they left, I pulled Iris aside.
“Have fun.”
“I will.”
“Be careful.”
“Mom.”
“I mean it.”
She rolled her eyes.
“And call me if you need anything.”
“I know.”
I hugged her.
She hugged me back.
Then she whispered, “Tonight is going to be amazing.”
I kissed the top of her head.
“I hope it is.”
And I meant it.
I stood at the door and watched them walk toward Ryan’s car.
Iris turned around before getting inside.
She waved.
I waved back.
Then they disappeared down the street.
For the first time in a long time, my house felt painfully quiet.
I cleaned the kitchen.
I watched television.
I checked the clock.
I told myself I wasn’t waiting.
Then I checked my phone.
Nothing.
Around eleven-thirty, I received a message.
It was from Iris.
“MOM. YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED.”
I immediately sat up.
My first thought was that something had gone wrong.
I typed back.
“Are you okay?”
Three dots appeared.
Then disappeared.
Then appeared again.
Finally, another message came through.
“I’LL TELL YOU WHEN I GET HOME. IT’S CRAZY.”
I stared at the screen.
I wasn’t sure whether I should be relieved or more worried.
I sent another message.
“What happened?”
No answer.
Ten minutes passed.
Then twenty.
I called.
No response.
I called again.
Still nothing.
By midnight, my imagination had already gone through every possible disaster.
Maybe they’d gotten into an argument.
Maybe someone had been hurt.
Maybe there had been an accident.
Maybe she’d lost her phone.
I tried calling Ryan.
I didn’t have his number.
That realization suddenly made me feel helpless.
I went to the window.
The street was empty.
Then, at twelve-fifteen, headlights swept across the living room wall.
I rushed to the door.
Ryan’s car pulled into the driveway.
I exhaled.
The car stopped.
Iris got out first.
And immediately, I knew something was strange.
She wasn’t upset.
She wasn’t crying.
She wasn’t angry.
She looked…
Overwhelmed.